Archive for September, 2006

28
Sep

Dumb

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Categories: Music

Nirvana

I’m not like them,
but I can pretend.
The sun is gone,
but I have a light.
The day is done,
but I’m havin’ fun.
I think I’m dumb,
or maybe just happy.

Think I’m just happy… [3x]

My heart is broke,
but I have some glue.
Help me inhale,
and mend it with you.
We’ll float around,
and hang out on clouds.
Then we’ll come down,
have a hangover.

Have a hangover… [3x]

Skin the sun,
fall asleep.
wish away,
soul is cheap.
Lessons learned,
wish me luck.
Soothe the burn,
wake me up.

I’m not like them,
but I can pretend.
The sun is gone,
but I have a light.
The day is done,
but I’m havin’ fun.
I think I’m dumb,
or maybe just happy.

Think I’m just happy… [3x]

I think I’m dumb… [12x]

14
Sep

Kelahiran seorang bayi perempuan

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Categories: Current Affairs

13 September 2006, pukul 21.50 WIB

Lahirlah seorang bayi perempuan tanpa nama, tanpa ayah….Baby_1

Beratnya 3,8 kilogram.

Panjangnya 50 sentimeter.

Normal.

Seorang bayi perempuan yang ditakdirkan untuk mengguncang duniaku di kemudian hari….

Kuucapkan selamat datang, ribuan kilometer dari tempatmu berada kini….

Kunamakan engkau Dara Nabila.

12
Sep

The Key To Your Heart

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Categories: Sangkakala

Manokwari, September 12, 2006, 10:30 PM

I’m not sad.

You went to Bintuni this morning, I have more important things to do than to deliver you to Rendani Airport. Sorry.

The night before, you ask me to guard the key to your heart. My mind is closed and my heart is numb. I felt so stupid. I don’t even know what does that mean. Even now.

Why? Why did you ask me to hold the key to your heart? Did you love me? Do you love me? Do I love you? Love is overrated.

Was it because I’m nice to you? Was it because of the cuddling? Was it because of the kisses? Was it because of my warmth? Was it because of my touch on your skin? Was it because of the orgasms?

Very well, I’ll hold the key to your heart. I’ll show it to you polished and all, if you come to visit me next month and every next time you visit me. Or if I had the chance to visit you. But don’t count on it. Slim chance, as for me, between Bintuni and Manokwari, there’s a country to cross, there’s the future of a nation, there’s the future of the youth of this nation.

March 2007, you’re going to return to Bandung, where you belong, your home, your life, your future, your world. And I will stay here, at Manokwari, where I belong, my new home, my new life, my future, my new world. So I’ll return the key to your heart then. And we shall be another sweet painful memory.

You’re special, it is true.

I really miss you and I will miss you, it is true.

In romance we will.

Friendship it be still.

Will you read this? The next year? Someday? You said you don’t read blogs.

I’m not sad.

03
Sep

Threesome

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Categories: Surreal Thoughts

Peringatan: Bacaan Dewasa, Anda Telah Diperingatkan.

Ada beberapa aspek menarik dalam praktek threesome:

  • Ada suatu bentuk kerelaan dalam berbagi yang sulit terealisasi apabila terdapat perasaan ‘cinta’ pada salah satu atau lebih pelakunya.
  • Hampir selalu terjadi perebutan dominasi dan persaingan
  • Kecemburuan memang seringkali merusak cita rasa, tetapi pada kasus tertentu menghasilkan sensasi masochistic.
  • Threesome dapat dilakukan dengan kombinasi heteroseksual-biseksual (2:1) atau murni homoseksual.
  • Implikasi dari praktek seksual yang tidak lazim ini adalah semua pelakunya adalah player, dengan endurance yang baik.